Friday, May 22, 2009

Very embrassing

I feel very embarrassing
because i had say something
should not be say at that time.
My friend and me
went to recess together as usual.
After recess we
went back to our class,
but i notice something at school hall.
So i ask my friends
to go there to have a look.
Then we notice all
our hand make gigantic teacher card
at hall to show people.
Each class in my school
is order to make
a gigantic teacher day's card for teacher.
Then my friend and me
look at every each card from other class.
After a while
I notice that the assistance monitor
that I look after stand beside me.
She also look at those card.
When I notice she put one of the card
on the table
then i faster pick it up. T
he card is very small
I though only my class gave me smallest card
but I never think that
have other class beside mine
pass up more smaller that us.
I pick it up
I show at my friends
and say "Wah,
so 'big' lah this card!"
then my friends all laugh
because we never think t
hat got other card smaller than us.
Then when I open the card
I read the wishes inside the card
and I notice the class is 5 Pluto...
Oh my god....
the class is
I look after for this month
and the assistance monitor of that class
is just stand beside me.
I faster close the card
and put it back
and call my friends
let's go back to class
then all my friends feel
so shock
they all look blur
why suddenly I react like that.
When I reach my class
my friends ask me
what happen
then I tell them the card is from 5 Pluto
and the girls from that class
is just standing beside me.
So embarrassing!!!!!
Oh my god
I tell my friends
that I scare starting from the next week
the girls maybe will try to bully me...
because I laugh at their card.
die die die....

Friday, May 8, 2009

8-5-2009

First of all
i never think
that except XXX
i will scold other people in my blog.
Erm let me think
i want to name you as what!...
After thinking so many minutes
still haven't find a suitable nickname for you.
But i still need to find
a special nickname for you...
actually since many month ago
i already put a nickname for you
but i believe that is too common.
Then let me name you as ZZZ.
Wahaha
just now think many things
want to write
but when i want typing
i suddenly think
that if i do same as you
then i will also same low class as you.
So now i had make my mind
not to write.
Although the first time i forgive you
and now this is the second time
actually i cannot 100% conform
that this second time is me
or not
but i strongly believe
that the people you had mention is me.
Anyway is me
or not
i now make my mind already
i want to delete you form
my list as my friend.
Regret to know you
and so good with you.
How i wish the time can go back
so i can change all the history
so i will never meet you
and make you as my friend.
So damn regret...
Shit!
Suddenly think that
i very childishly
because say those thing
but i really very regret.
No people can understand
how regret i am....
Hey ZZZ
i going to tell you here
start form now on i will never....
Hehe never what??
I also don't know how to say.
But i only know
that i really very disappointed
with your action
and what you had do to me.
ZZZ i don't know you
will saw this blog
or not
but if you see this
i can tell you,
you are the person
that i dislike so much.......
Please don't think
only you are the one
who can hate people
or you are the one
who decide everything
and anything
hey you are wrong.
After read this
please think back
everything you have done
in your life
and you will realize
you have NOTHING.

I DISLIKE YOU, ZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Prefect Camping

Just come back
from prefect camping at Kem Jubli Intan, Tanjung Labuh.
This camping was three days two night.

The first day for me was not very good
because go to a place
without a good facility.
The toilet cannot lock
and room all many insect.
But very good thing
that is we all came back safely.
Although every night
had to sleep with insect
such as ant, beetles and small cockroach
but for me
I can overcome this problem
I think because of
the biology project for the 25 species insect.
This project make me
not so scare with insect.
My friend and me
had the same thinking about the reason also
and we keep say
"if we can come here early then we no need to go everywhere to catch insect because at here can get many different kind of insect".
The first night my room leader
told us we all
had to take turn
to watch night
inside the room
to ensure our safety.
So I take the third shift
that was 2am to 3am.
Each shift must have two group member to carry task.
But my partner does not wake up
for watching night
she sleep so soundly
so I don't want to disturb her
just let her sleep.

The second day
was a very tired for me
because we all had
to go for the 'kembara'.
Early in the morning
do so embracing
because I do the wrong step for the morning stretching.
Commander say do 5 times
but I do 6 times
and only me so special
so I had been call out.
Haiz!!!
Want to do extra also got wrong!
But commander let me go
because I admit
and dare to come out.
We divide to another group.
Very bad because
I didn't get together
with any my friend.
My group member all
I don't know how is them.
But some of them threat me very good.
When we undergo for the 'kembara'
my group leader so care me
keep ask me "kakak form six u ok tak?"
and when doing mountain climbing
all my group member cheer for me
"kakak form six you boleh!".
Why call me kakak?
This is because I was in form six
and from six sure is the older among them.
For this 'kembara'
we undergo 10 different checkpoint
or can say different difficult task.
These 10 checkpoint
the most difficult checkpoint
was checkpoint 1,2,3,5,7 and 9.
For me checkpoint 9 is the most terrible
because need to climb mountain
with only a rope provide.
I nearly fall down
but my group member keep cheer for me
I must prove to them
I can do it.
But got 1 extra activity
I didn't help my group
to gain point because
that was to high for me
and I cannot make it.
I cannot force myself to climb a tall tree
using a ladder
and play 'flying fox'
when my group member
know I don't want to play t
hey all encourage me to play
then my leader say to them
'never mind if kakak form six not dare we cannot force her, is ok don't care for the mark we are here to had fun'.
I think my group leader is so respect me.
During marching training my commander say
don't to see anyone of us
holding any thing in our hand
so he say put to beside
and say when he shout to three
all must come to the spot.
So I want to put my thing
and when he shout until 2
all people run
except I still walking
taking my own sweet time
and he say "amoi you tahu tak lepas 2 ialah 3?"
then I so brave I reply "I tahu'.
But he didn't do any thing to me
didn't punish me.
At night time
had a thunderstorm
and the electric had been cut off!
And at night teacher say
will suddenly wake us up to had night walk.
But lucky rain
so teacher no wake us up.
The second night
I so damn tired
and sleep till forget to watch over the room.

And finally last day reach.
The last day also damn bad
teacher want us to lay on road
and yesterday got so heavy rain
sure the road wet wet.
But I also did because force to do!
Actually teacher want us to look
at morning sky
is so beauty!
Finally is time to back to school!
Hooray!!!!
But actually there is really very fun
maybe at the time I didn't know how fun is it!
Now think back is really so fun
especially when we undergo the 'kembara'.
And I think I doesn't have any chance
to had such camping!
But all had past
and this is a very good memory for me.
Thanks to all people who so care me during the camping.Open-mouthed

Saturday, February 21, 2009

21-2-2009

Today hyper happy....
Finally my wish since yesterday
had come true thanks god...
Maybe for other people
will think not a wish for them
and think i crazy having
that kind of wish
but whatever they think
I still very happy
because my wish come true.
This wish is really so important for me
I think without this wish come true
I will fell very uneasy
the next whole week.
Since the simple wish had come true
I can feel relief.
Wahaha
so so so happy today. Open-mouthed

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

18-2-2009

Oh my god!!!!!
My hand and my face
which expose to sun nearly
two and a half hour
become red and so pain....
For sure will become dark tomorrow..
Haiz!!!
What can I do??
I think I suppose to do
enough protection before
I go for the marching.
Em..
I think this will be the last year
I enter for this kind of marching
because i don't want
to hurt my skin anymore
and no more chance for me
to undergo this kind of marching anymore
because i think
after this year impossible for me
to go back to secondary school life
because i going to graduate this year.
Hope tomorrow sport day would be very smooth
nothing unhappy things happened
and no more sunburn!!!!!!!!

Friday, February 6, 2009

6-2-2009

Today mood not so good.
Find that not very smooth today.
Em.......
don't how to say about it
but just feel not very smooth.
But got one event make me quiet OK today
that is go to teacher open house.
At there really can say feel quiet comfortable
but not totally lah,
at least feel OK.
At there really make myself at house.
Wahaha
my classmate and me really make my teacher house as our house
we can so enjoy and eat at there.
We can so enjoy at there
sit at teacher dinning table
and enjoy our food
even our headmistress also not sit at the table.
Only we so special can sit on table
the rest people no table
wahaha...
Hehe
after enjoy our food
we eat that is secret recipe cake...
Yummy!!!
Today we also very good
because we help teacher
to serve guest
and help to keep up a bit,
although what we help is actually not a big matter
but we also got contribute.
So good...

Friday, January 30, 2009

30-1-2009

Today so good
whole day
'lim teh' with friends.
Wahaha
i think Chinese new year
no need to eat real meal
just eat junk food enough full already.
Today meet old best friend
who seldom contact since we after spm.
Sit together at her house enjoy food,
drink and watch drama together.
Feel so good i think
if really want to chat one day also not enough for us.
We really got many thing need to chat.
Really very miss those days in school
because can always sit together to chat.
But now all got our own path to walk
so we seldom contact
if got contact just three of us only.
Really after spm
we really never six people sit together
to have a drink.
Always short of 1 or 2 or 3.
Never reunion.
Really hope that we can find 1 day
everyone free so
we can have a golden chatting.