My Wetly Limb

I'm gonna smile like nothing wrong
pretend like every thing's all right
act like its all prefect
even though inside is really hurt
even though i really very tired of it

I was born with
a pair of wet hands and legs
no choice
i wish or not wish
i had to accept it
because i was born to had it

ya this is my week point
i dislike and hate
when people discriminate me
with my wetly hands hate it....
i feel hurt when a person
hold my hand and
let it go immediately
and say
"Eeeeee your hand wet wet, very disgusting"
"why your hand wet?"
and i will smile and reply
"i born to had a pair of wetly hands"
then i will cry secretly in toilet :'(
phobia when people
holding my hands and
let go it immediately
so i try very hard to avoid it
phobia when i need to
give my thumb for scanning
scare the computer cannot
detect my thumb
so i keep rub my hands
to make sure it dry
but each and every times
i failed to dry it

i admit i hate
my hands for being
wetly all the time
make some people discriminate me
but i also feel great
because i had it

i admit i hate
my legs for being
wetly all the time
make me feel slippy
when i wear some
particular shoes
but i feel great
because i had it

i do feel great
because i still have
some people which
understand my condition
and never say any
hurting word to hurt me
although i not sure whether
they mind it or not
but at least you didn't say out
any word or do
any action that
hurt me straight in front of me
that is enough..
at least you respect me
i can understand how
disgusting my hands is
don't worry
i never ask people to
hold my wetly hands before.

To those who have
same condition as me
Be strong ya ^^
don't bother
what people think about you
just being yourself
because you are special ^^

23-3-2010

Unluckly day
erm... don't wish
to comment anymore
i cannot blame anyone...
so i just can keep silent
i know that i must be brave
but some time i feel tired of it...

Thanks Shin
when i need you
sure you always be there
and thanks for borrow me your
ears even your are busy....

Thanks to someone
erm... i just wanna say
i am sorry
you get what i mean?
i don't like to explain

20-4-2010

Tired.....
tired to face such
evil human everyday..
when he can stop
all childish things??
An old man already but
act like a children...
i really very dislike you
i try my best to ignore you
but sometime your word
are very hurting...
you never think or filter what
you wanna say out...
your word is too sharp to heard
my ears very pain...
sometime i really wish that
i could open my mouth
to shout at you
"PLEASE THINK BEFORE YOU SAY!!!"
treat a small girl with
that way is really very childish
Grow up man!!!!!!

16-4-2010

My good looking
or bad looking
is belong to myself
not you and
you don't have the right
to judge me or criticize me
you are not my parent,
my family or my friends
Don't forget you also
have a daughter..
so watch your words...
积口德

Please be more gentleman
don't you think
that your action is too childish?
stop doing childish stuff
grow up man....
be king to people around you
maybe 1 day
you will need that person help

29-3-2010

Wake early in the morning
because is Lim's family
'cheng ming day prayers'
once a year event
so i cannot skip it
how lazy and how sleepy
i must also follow
to pray my smaller uncle
so he will keep bless us
ermmm....
got some photo to share
but i so lazy to upload here
nah here is the link
where you all can
had a look at the picture
http://www.facebook.com/reqs.php#!/album.php?aid=12147&id=100000536052808&ref=mf

then we went back house
to had breakfast
then we went to other place to pray
omg so many year i didn't follow my dad
feel so tired..
need to climb up...
haiz...
but i still go..

after that...
shopping time with my
dearest friends..
haha we really
super geng...
i brought 2 dress and 1 top
for only RM50..
cheap betul...

then had my dinner with family
before go to JB

24-3-2010

Bad mood
early in the morning
kena people SHOOT
very unhappy
feel wanna cry but i bear it
i cannot understand why
the person want like that
HELLO i got name de ok!!!
Please don't call me
THAT PERSON
i don't like it
don't think i am stupid
don't think
i don't know
the person you say is
ME
Just wait...
I will prove it to you
that i am not
as stupid as you say

18-3-2010

Today is my 1st day of work
Lim Cong & Lim Li
accompany me
all the way to sg...

got a bit nervous and scare
but quiet ok after that
everythings went smooth
not much things to share
at here about my work place

very suprise
because went i just reach sg customs
i received text form
Jing Xian later on follow by
my dear sis Shin Yi.

Thanks for your concern
i doing well there
^^