Very embrassing

I feel very embarrassing
because i had say something
should not be say at that time.
My friend and me
went to recess together as usual.
After recess we
went back to our class,
but i notice something at school hall.
So i ask my friends
to go there to have a look.
Then we notice all
our hand make gigantic teacher card
at hall to show people.
Each class in my school
is order to make
a gigantic teacher day's card for teacher.
Then my friend and me
look at every each card from other class.
After a while
I notice that the assistance monitor
that I look after stand beside me.
She also look at those card.
When I notice she put one of the card
on the table
then i faster pick it up. T
he card is very small
I though only my class gave me smallest card
but I never think that
have other class beside mine
pass up more smaller that us.
I pick it up
I show at my friends
and say "Wah,
so 'big' lah this card!"
then my friends all laugh
because we never think t
hat got other card smaller than us.
Then when I open the card
I read the wishes inside the card
and I notice the class is 5 Pluto...
Oh my god....
the class is
I look after for this month
and the assistance monitor of that class
is just stand beside me.
I faster close the card
and put it back
and call my friends
let's go back to class
then all my friends feel
so shock
they all look blur
why suddenly I react like that.
When I reach my class
my friends ask me
what happen
then I tell them the card is from 5 Pluto
and the girls from that class
is just standing beside me.
So embarrassing!!!!!
Oh my god
I tell my friends
that I scare starting from the next week
the girls maybe will try to bully me...
because I laugh at their card.
die die die....

8-5-2009

First of all
i never think
that except XXX
i will scold other people in my blog.
Erm let me think
i want to name you as what!...
After thinking so many minutes
still haven't find a suitable nickname for you.
But i still need to find
a special nickname for you...
actually since many month ago
i already put a nickname for you
but i believe that is too common.
Then let me name you as ZZZ.
Wahaha
just now think many things
want to write
but when i want typing
i suddenly think
that if i do same as you
then i will also same low class as you.
So now i had make my mind
not to write.
Although the first time i forgive you
and now this is the second time
actually i cannot 100% conform
that this second time is me
or not
but i strongly believe
that the people you had mention is me.
Anyway is me
or not
i now make my mind already
i want to delete you form
my list as my friend.
Regret to know you
and so good with you.
How i wish the time can go back
so i can change all the history
so i will never meet you
and make you as my friend.
So damn regret...
Shit!
Suddenly think that
i very childishly
because say those thing
but i really very regret.
No people can understand
how regret i am....
Hey ZZZ
i going to tell you here
start form now on i will never....
Hehe never what??
I also don't know how to say.
But i only know
that i really very disappointed
with your action
and what you had do to me.
ZZZ i don't know you
will saw this blog
or not
but if you see this
i can tell you,
you are the person
that i dislike so much.......
Please don't think
only you are the one
who can hate people
or you are the one
who decide everything
and anything
hey you are wrong.
After read this
please think back
everything you have done
in your life
and you will realize
you have NOTHING.
I DISLIKE YOU, ZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!